well...its been..well..day 3 now since i scribble poetry..which..is..kinda weird...ahaha..but im not so good laah..here's a piece i wrote like in 10 minutes..which tak rhyme!(intended to) btw..poems doesn't haf 2 rhyme..its an expression..kinda..ok d poem is about a dude..who loves this girl so much..but at the same time..he's losing things as well..like education..family and so forth.and he's been thru shit before and can't afford to lose this girl BUT this girl cam tak repli balik his emotions kan..so..lazt2 skali..for him..he realised better die den trying tapi sampai bila pun tak dapat!...p/s..this poem has NOTHING TO DO with me aite..its too sadcase lah..im not dat sedeyh2 wanna kill myself type of worang la..haha..enjoy it ok :)
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an unspoiled soul i have known
delicate like sounds of sirocco
won’t let it go l shall
silently destroy a part of me it will
can’t or will you ever see?
how i care so much that its eating me up?
admit ;feelings have been played before
all the cuts and bruises have made me suffer
needing you; your trust to make me tougher
all the lies and deceit by others
are all weapons that cuts and stabs me
that kills me inside..bit by bit
for i need you to make me stronger
relieve this pain that almost killed me
make me able to walk again
breathe life back into this petty soul.
the four words that’s been rhyming consistently
too scared for me to say nor tell
is deeply making me melancholy
even though i’m always thinking of you
yet it seems things will never be that way
and ending life seems so easy with just a trigger away.
okeh dah..eh noe wat ah..told nazrin dat i ryte2 poetry..crap he's like "r u ok man?"..haha..i was like" ok la..aku tak giler lagik..ahaha..tiba2..i got d light!!"...ahaha..what a laugh..
laz nite i called sarah 2 talk abt add maths..which was freaking hurting my freaking brain!!..ahh..and accounts..but then..can la..kinda solved my prob gak..but wallawallahuuu..i tok fer like 2 hours sehh..till near 2am..wahh...actualli i dont mind talking dat long ..sebab..i dunno..its just fun..she makes me happi..like..if it weren't for my phone..disconnecting like crap..i guess we'd still talk till 5am i guess..and she says we got chemistry..i call it karma..eh wait what's the specific meaning for karma? izzit Car-ma..as in mum's car?..hahaha..joking la wehhh..
hurm..cant wait fer camp this thurs..cos..tak larat tunggu laahh..and..im kinda sick 2day..they've been open burning like a few days d..and tuff luck my room plak air-con kene fix..den diorg buat wiring in my hse..and..elektrik takde at sum places in my hse..panjang cite pendek..i hafta sleep downstairs..which kinda sux la..k lah..
4:56 AM
okeh iv done crapping x)


