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absolute; top: 100; right:470"><img src="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spideylay2.jpg"></div> <div id="image2" style="position: absolute; top: 0; right:0"><img src="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spidey.gif"></div> <body background="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spideybg.jpg" width="1024" height="100" /> <div id="main" style="background-color:ffffff; position: absolute; top:180px; right:475px; width: 350px; height: 370px; padding:2px; overflow: auto; z-index:2;"> <div class="header1">Sunday, January 17, 2010 </div> <br> <div style="clear:both;"></div>(listening to like a stone by audioslave)<br />dear god,<br />please give me the strength to endure these things,<br />please make me somehow a better person<br /><br /><br />iv learnt that i have to be more understanding and meet people's expectations though im not a mind reader of sorts. i have to figure out things two seconds faster before it happens.though i constantly ask why,and if there is anything i should know please tell me,humbly iv noted the fact that i should find out things myself and always put my best foot forward.i have noted also that god plays a big role in making things happen.im powerless to change things and im so naive to think that i could make this world a greater place,but sigh i cant even keep the things around me intact.<br /><br />i have learnt that i should be more than i am,i should be a superhuman with ginormous strength in all particular fields to satisfy the needs of my loved ones.i have learnt that i have to find answers to arising questions in people's minds and answer them without being offensive or defensive.though at certain points im unsure of things but i should not let it deter me in finding true happiness for me and my loved ones.i must also try not to let my loved ones think that i have other stark intentions in my actions and try to be more honest than i actually am.i must take the cuts ,bullets and bruises like a man and let it heal on its own,let it scab and peel away and i know a new layer of skin will emerge,and i'll be okay.<br /><br />i have learnt that i should not repeat my mistakes.instead i should learn from them,take the principles behind it and apply it to my daily life.i wonder sometimes why in our formal education,we could learn and understand the ideas behind the subjects and hence apply it into the past year papers that we do and excel in the examinations.i wonder why the same experiment cant be applied in our daily lives.like the saying goes,fool me once shame on you.fool me twice shame on me.fool me further,then heh you know the drill.speaking of mistakes,i must learn to admit my mistakes and pledge to not repeat the same mistakes again in the future.i must seek forgiveness and always stay in humility and i must take responsibility over the damages done by my recurring mistakes.<br /><br />i have learnt that i should be thankful for the efforts made by my loved ones.sometimes i guess i think unrealistically.i should be thankful for the presence,space,money and time my loved ones give to me.i should not critic the efforts made by them instead i should concur with their thoughts.i have learnt that though i think some opinions by people generally are wrong,but i must concur with them in order for me to have a more peaceful ending.sure at a certain point of view i guess im eating my heart out,but to me,i think of the greater good of things and i want my loved ones to be happy and i dont care about other people anymore.i really dont.go ahead, call names,call them ass or whore or anything,mock them,ridicule them,ask me not to befriend them,ask me not to go to my bestfriend's birthday party because you dont like the person and i wouldnt care less because i truly dont care and i wont care anymore.i know its for the good of things.i know my time here on earth is short and time is running out.as long as i am here,i will make my loved ones happy even if it kills me.<br /><br />i have learnt that i should not make things hard for my loved ones,instead i should take a deep breath and just accept all the things that people will say and let it be something constructive in my life.i should not be mad,instead more understanding.i know i should try harder in delivering my points whilst at the same time satisfying the person and do it for the sake of making things right and making my loved ones happy.i have also learnt that i should put my loved ones' intrests way above mine in order to make things work.<br /><br />i have learnt a lot since yesterday.i am as observant as ever.i will show no sign of being fucked up,because i know its for the greater good of things.i will be a better,more understanding and more comforting partner,friend and son.may god give his arm for me,and pull me through this period of hardship for me.insyAllah.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' 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src="http://img261.imageshack.us/img261/7500/2pplfg8.jpg" border="0" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us"/></a><br/><strike> im megat mohd fakhri bin kamaruzaman or</strike> chipsmore a.k.a my alter ego.1321991 is d day i cried.defiant i am.,authority and power i seek,muahah..like darth vader sial.liv in msia,down 2 earth i gess yet i can b an asshole.gud listener?mayb lah.mature yet im a kid=P.lov my frenz and family ,shoppin..hey im no farkin sissy aite!!i loike 2 make ppl laugh.like photography.iv got one hellova gal.she's my sugarcandypop & my only one.♥ her to the end.i also have a few whack uncles,a pair of laid back daddy and mummy that makes any kid jump for joy,a whole lot of kecoh frenz,a superbrother and a villain sis.and oh yeah my atok is stil kickin it old skool.since i noe of,i write poems,a lil music( i try) and i aim to write a book when im old.a love story or a memoir of myself.who knows.YEAH I WRITE POETRY,SO THOSE OKU'S PLEASE STOP COCKING K??<br><br> So get 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