Thursday, December 13, 2007
i miss you
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one day,she'll realize that the rules dont matter anyway.that,rules are often said to be broken,therefore its set up as just a guideline for people to follow.what i think matters though,is realising whats what and be aware about things.like a clown,i put on a show,so everybody smiles.see i wanna inspire.thats all.i dont want to prove anything.anyway,i really feel that in the near future,were gonna need that hotline..something will pop up and were going to realise that were free men untangled by the clutches of bounded fences we made supposedly to keep us safe,so we think it will.anyway, i might be wrong about it,cuz its just my opinion about it.i strongly feel that im a heartless person at times,but im willing to try new things.i will pitch in.i respect her and the old folks.even mine.and if that is the best,i'll put my dick ego aside and let myself some pride to go with what it is.i hope it works,truly i do.
whats surprising though,is that everything,sequence of events in life is all scripted and planned.only we,sometimes fail to see that god is always showing us pieces of his puzzle to let us solve it.from the numbers to the dickhead dude,it all was a sign neither of us see.weird how things happen.but another weird thing though,is how kool i felt when it all happened,it was 50-50.i wasnt THAT sad or annything but yeah.i really look at this optimistically though,and look at it as a pyramid between me,her and dad.and another thing,somehow,a hunch i felt,were both looking at this just based on our narrow vision.i dont know but i think there's more to this and there's more ways we can work things out.like i said,we are confused.
i hate it when people insult me thinking like its okay.and i dont like people taking my stuff without permission.its like my fucking stuff okay?like i went to kak lina's house for kenduri,oh man dont get me started,it was like im so pissed that its so not well planned,managed or executed.and i always feel sorry for my dad,who always take charge of situations and correct whats needed.shame on you people.if someone wont take the responsibility then who?so yeah today i shut off my responsibility part of m y brain and just chillex.malas nak tolong dah.and and they made fun of my skull belt cakap cam mat rempit r den suruh show to everybody la.i was like dalam hati fuck man! why dont u go and tegor about my watch?hey look at me i got a hellova watch!okay that wasnt needed.i just buat tlinga tersumbat okay,no response.im tired cuz i reaaallyy helped a lot,not to mention cleaning that fucking pavement while my uncle was blur blur chatting shit with people.fuck go do some fucking work la cibai! dis is ur kenduri okay?not mine! i helped lagipun sebab i kesian okay to my atok sebab atok yg tolong berus lantai.omf he's eighty plus okay,kesian die.bodo punye uncle.up yours la.and u noe bile die amik my slipper wat duno and bleh tnye eh i nak gune ke?and and not freaking helping,he made this sarcastic joke about me on a diet biler aku tanak makan.cheebye sampai tahap gule2 pun nak kacau..aiyarh
well..it seems i had a a pretty rough few days,but yeah i think i'll calm down la.lagipun i wud wanna show to her i can handle all this,sebab i said i would.and i tanak back out of my promise.my lidah is bertulang.
i love mom

i love to cook

i love KLCC?erk?!
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p/s:hun if ur reading this,i wantcha to noe that im okay and its all gonna be alright.
and...
a lil someting..a tribute to a very very sadcase individual
THERE ARE VERY UNSTABLE PEOPLE IN THE WORLD ..
TOO MANY NON-THINKERS IN THE WORLD. THEY THINK ACTION IS THE KEY TO EVERYTHING. NEVER THINKING DEEP AND LONG ENOUGH IN THE LEFT LOBE TO COMPREHEND RIGHT FROM WRONG. WE HAVE SEVERAL NAMES FOR THOSE FOLKS. FREAKY , STALKERS, NAY-SAYERS, HATERS, POSERS, WANNABES, NEED-TO-BE’S,PRETENDERS….etc, you get me. those who want to be, try to be,and just are never going to get there, so they spend all their time looking to hate on others instead of TRYING TO BE OR MAKING SOMETHING OF THEMSELVES. OUR a.k.a LOSER categories of morons.
so i’m smarter to say sorry I will not subject myself to those kinds when offering personal information for some one i feel needs no mention. I’M SICK OF SAYING GROW-UP!!!! they seem to having a problem trying to allow that part of their brain to work on that source of information. this is the type of person who would be standing out side your out-door window PEEPING AT YOU because that amuses them.
ALL GOVERNMENTS SHOULD TRULY ENFORCE A STRONGER POLICY’S IN ___ HEALTH CARE for the mentally challenged and provide better EDUCATION for those how are having a hard time with their learning skills. CATCH UP BUDDY. WE ARE TIRED OF WAITING FOR YOU. we put the slow horse’s down when they can’t match in the race with the other champion breeds.
i ripped that out sumwhre,but it made sense so yeah! HAHA!
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9:04 PM
okeh iv done crapping x)


