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absolute; top: 100; right:470"><img src="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spideylay2.jpg"></div> <div id="image2" style="position: absolute; top: 0; right:0"><img src="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spidey.gif"></div> <body background="http://i48.photobucket.com/albums/f226/babywingzy/spideybg.jpg" width="1024" height="100" /> <div id="main" style="background-color:ffffff; position: absolute; top:180px; right:475px; width: 350px; height: 370px; padding:2px; overflow: auto; z-index:2;"> <div class="header1">Monday, April 27, 2009 </div> <br> <div style="clear:both;"></div>i'm beginning to unravel the story of myself.i'm beginning to feel the emotions that i never felt before.i'm beginning to unwind all the ghosts inside me.i'm beginning to ponder on things that i never cared before.i'm beginning to shed my outer skin,and telling things like it is,which was the same policy i kept before and then.sometimes,discovering myself is a faint expression of truth.a vain perspective on individualism.sometimes i hate being so truthful and yet bitter to swallow.maybe the truth is there for a reason,sometimes cold,its there.either we choose to take it or not,and that is solely up to us.maybe im growing up.feeling this way is one of those processes that we go through.maybe im expressing these feelings for a reason.maybe i care too much about everything though my image of not caring at all about people is there.maybe im mysterious,like a puzzle,of which even i have a hard time to comprehend and yet to understand.maybe god is trying to show me something.maybe god is dividing me ,into separate entities ,for me to manage by easier .maybe god is trying to strengthen me,with the people around me,as we always go our own ways,and fail to look at the similarities ,the same vision,the same goal ,the same heart wrenching problems and to actually put our hands together and figure out how these problems should be solved rather than babbling about our own burden of proof,disregarding the bigger issue thats there.maybe were all ignorant,and choose to be blind,rather than opening our eyes.maybe we are just being human.to forget the things,to not think about the repercussions of our actions,to not have a counter proposal of sorts,to the things we do in life.dont get me wrong,i want to live a simple,humble and sedentary life.but seeing everything around me,the lies,deceit,treason and unsubstantiated words of people just sickens me.i mean how do you sleep at night,when u know its not okay?.how do u say its okay when you're sure its not?how can u be okay,when others have that problem in their lives,yet feeling ,yeah thats never going to happen to me?we do care,but do we talk the talk and walk the walk?or maybe we just dont realize it.i know.it happens,always,to everyone.as im growing up,in this phase of life,i learn to be more responsible of my actions and to have empathy and to know that i have choices in life,which is there to guide me to make good decisions.respect is another thing.people tend to lose their own self respect in the process of getting what they want,and not respecting others.u know,id save the people i care about from the worst things,when they have no cash,or even when the gates of hell open onto them.i dont ask for much,just a little something in return,like thank you for example and mean it.is that too much to ask for? frankly speaking,maybe i should just close my eyes.maybe then i could see.<br /><br />dear god,give me the strength i need to explore the realms and possibilities of life.guide me in the path i chose,and give me wisdom so i can be a better man.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><p class="blogger-labels">Labels: <a rel='tag' href="http://prick-me.blogspot.com/search/label/decipher%20this%20shit%20in%205%20words%20or%20less">decipher this shit in 5 words or less</a></p><br> <br> <i>11:49 PM</i> <p align=right><Font Style="color: #e9082e; border-bottom: 1px dashed 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seek,muahah..like darth vader sial.liv in msia,down 2 earth i gess yet i can b an asshole.gud listener?mayb lah.mature yet im a kid=P.lov my frenz and family ,shoppin..hey im no farkin sissy aite!!i loike 2 make ppl laugh.like photography.iv got one hellova gal.she's my sugarcandypop & my only one.♥ her to the end.i also have a few whack uncles,a pair of laid back daddy and mummy that makes any kid jump for joy,a whole lot of kecoh frenz,a superbrother and a villain sis.and oh yeah my atok is stil kickin it old skool.since i noe of,i write poems,a lil music( i try) and i aim to write a book when im old.a love story or a memoir of myself.who knows.YEAH I WRITE POETRY,SO THOSE OKU'S PLEASE STOP COCKING K??<br><br> So get this,what i feature is real life shit.I aint posting rants that sounds rad just to gain controversy.its real stuff and it really happens.im just telling it like it is.for some plastics,they like to keep things bombastic yet i,keep it real<br><br> this blog is updated not 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