Friday, September 28, 2007
this thread is for her.
im sorry for what happen last night.i wasnt myself at all.i sure wasnt the way i am.if i could change myself i would but its hard yet i try.for what im worth,accept me for what i am,not what i aim to be.i cant be perfect.im a human being like you.i make mistakes sometimes.i have feelings and so do you,and i respect that.im a guy, of course jealousy,ego or assholeness is in me.somehow someway its meant to be that way.im trying to fix that.i hope you know.but since the days before,i had a rough time.you know well all the physical crap i went through.and yesterday despite my clumsiness i cant explain why the barber pricked my ear with his razor.oh i haven't told u that.it hurts but later u getting mad at me because of me hurts even more.i know somehow we settled it last night.but i sense guilt,somewhat seeping through my skin,settling through my veins.i asked your good friend to tell u a message and i hope u get it.i dont know what shall i do to make it up anymore.im trying my best here.truly,on my knees,find it in your heart that im sincerely sorry..i did not meant to distrust you but you didn't tell me all of that before, like defending me that way ,and pisses him.I did not know ok?till then, i hope to see you,carved with a smile on your face,and its gonna be nostalgia baby.
I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU

Labels: decipher this shit in 5 words or less, rainy days
9:22 PM
okeh iv done crapping x)


