Sunday, May 17, 2009
were just going thru somethings now.things that at time is just out of our own control.i wanna do it,for me and for us.i wanna keep us intact as i intend to.i promise,to you and to myself,we'll get thru this.lyk we always do.sometimes the shit we go thru is like hell.i swear to god sometimes these walls are pushing in closer and closer,and squeezing me flat.i want to,and i will,keep things together,keep my composure and keep us together.i wont give up on things that i care about.to some ppl letting go is a part of life's teachings and one way or the other we have to let ppl go.to me,i couldn't and i wouldn't let something that i have built for so long vanish in a millisecond.id know the responsibility that came with it.i know the consequence.i know the things im getting myself into.i know.yes i know.and to me,letting go is irresponsible and giving up.i say its a lack of willpower.though my academic path,due to its options is giving me a headache,all i know is,whatever that i do,i want her to support me.i want her to be happy.i want her to be there for me when i need to nor the least just be there in my life.i dont want this to be a 100meter dash that lasts for a few minutes.i want to make it last longer,much longer than that.whatever i do,i put everything into consideration and i weigh my options and frankly i know,i'll fight for everything that i do.for me,for you,for us.and no matter what happens,wherever and whenever,i'll make this work.tak kisah camne,i'll ikhtiar and find a way.u know we always did work out a way and i always did come to your rescue like u did for me,to protect you like u protected for me from sins,to save you like how u saved me,to make sure that u can depend on me like how i depend on you too on so many things,to make sure that everything is on track like u keep me focused,and we'll reach at the end together.we need this.i still remember a faithful day when i spoke to you " babe,u know,this might sound funny but,u know..we're at our crossroads,but whatever happens,i'll meet you on the other side".
babe,if you're reading this,look into me,calm down,take a deep breath,close your eyes and hear me whisper -everything will be okay.believe me things change,the world change but me and you,we shudnt change.we're in this together and believe me when i say to you,all the things i said,are substantial truths and not hollow inside.i know me being honest with you,is better than telling you a lie,to make you feel better or vice versa.u know what kind of man i am,and i'll always tell you the truth,and take care of your heart as well.
babe.chill k.sume akan okay.ily
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12:18 PM
okeh iv done crapping x)


