Saturday, July 4, 2009
i have to admit.i still have a lot of issues prior known only and exclusively to me to deal with.i still have a lot of demons inside me that haunt me in my sleep.i still feel like im the villain here.sigh.the intoxicating taste of your own bleak shadown just lingers there and cought every glance of you.its horrible.i feel like waking up whilst stiill asleep.i feel like everything is coming to an end,and the thing is im noticing the piece of puzzles that lie on the ground as as if im picking piece by piece and making a big picture out of it.i dont know,maybe its just me,maybe humans are imperfect,maybe society or the system that we live in is just plain flawed.i dont know.im still figuring that part out.i think im having severe case of permanent and evident denial.im denying whats happening on the ground and believing in things that will never be there.its crazy its harsh and funny bit ,you probably wont ever know what i'm talking about will you?you'll just be drowned in my conversation and the mask i uphold upon you.fact is in disbelief,im having what vincent had. and probably end up like that as well.and what sorrows me is that in this progression and sequence of events,nobody could understand,nor see yet what they could do is just stand there,motionless,numb and still as if the wind was passing through the cliffs.
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7:24 AM
okeh iv done crapping x)


