Wednesday, September 9, 2009
i dont know whats wrong with me lately
things move so fast sometimes i wish i could just pause and take a breath for a moment or two
i dont know where will we be going
nor whats going to happen
will things end up in oblivion
or things stay as they should?
i left my past behind and all its contents
all the memories i threw away like a slew of a thousand unspoken lies
this dark heart of mine keeps saying come closer and closer
whilst my mind keeps saying move further and further
i dont know why or even why should i find
all the things i should..or should i?
or why do i even bother to anyway?
to satisfy my everlasting thirst for lust?for anger?for satisfaction?for easy of mind?
does it really add up?
maybe..maybe not
i dont know.
im not sure why im unsure,usually i do know
im scared that the signs were there all along,and obvius.so obvious that it literally morphs in shapes and sounds all around me
its scary and at the same time grueling.
i cant recall the past anymore,somehow the past just flew away like a paper plane threw at random.
for whats its worth,this uncertainty of mine can only be dealt by me.sad aint it?
Labels: crap
6:15 AM
okeh iv done crapping x)


